The Beauty Within

Normally, when I’m unhappy, I just shut down.  I stop talking and I’ll carry on as if everything was normal, with the exception that I will ignore the issue or the person.  If possible, I just isolate myself.  That’s how I’ve been dealing with anything that angers me since I was little.  Oh yea, and I do give you a “shit face”.

But lately, I’ve been going ape shit crazy at home!  I feel awful that my hubby has been taking it when he totally doesn’t deserve it.  I just can’t help but completely lose my shit when I’m home.  I kick, I scream, I yell, I throw things, and I lock him out of HIS bedroom.  What’s wrong with me?