The Beauty Within

So college has gone by in 4 quick years, yet there’s just so much of it that I can’t forget.  Watching Gilmore Girls really has me thinking about them since Rory’s college journey matched mine in its own ways.

I’m back to watching Season 4, when Rory starts her college career.  My hubby will think I’m weird for getting teary eyed for watching Rory freak out about not doing well in school, but is it really weird?  It just mirrors my freak out to the T, with her expressing the same emotions that I felt during my first year.

I remember sitting there in my car, alone in the parking lot, and just crying.  Why?  I was soo smart in high school, the girl that could always get it together just on time and not worry about anything.  Now?  Didn’t understand my professors, didn’t have the motivation to go to class, didn’t have anything right.  I hated that feeling, and I still do.  I’ve come to terms about failing, not being on top, and being beaten down by stress, but oh man.. just watching it play out on TV makes those memories seem so fresh.

Anyhow… just wanted to share a bit about my college years.  Thinking back.. I cried a lot during college!!  oh well.. other break downs will be shared at another time..